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So, life has changed a bit since I've updated this thing.
Nikolai broke up with me in august leaving me for a life of groupies and booze. He cheated on me in denmark with some slut. ah well. The whole relationship turned into a lie in 3 weeks. He tortured me.
i have actually found friends who are gonna be with me until the end.
Alyssa Love- means the world and helped me through all that shit
courtney Love- means the world and elped me through all that shit
my Nekro Dolls and Crew will always have my back1!! I love all you guys!
So many eye opening moments.
It's been a year since I lost my virgiinity and since i lost my great grandmother in september.
I'm going to make my first communion and get confirmed within the next couple years.
My family had been put on hold for too long. They come first in all aspects from now on I turn 18 in 2 months.
i start applying for SDSU in a couple weeks to major in english or political science and working to get a teaching credential this quarter i will bring home a 4.0 and hoping to be an honor grad with atleast a 3.9 overall gpa right now
i'm dating ben anderson. it's a little odd because i relaly don't want to plunge and commit to anything btu he's awesome and totally understands that my car is the love of my life!
( enough babble, here's some visual )
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comic con pwns lyfe
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[13 Jul 2005|08:02pm] |
Summer is almost over
NIk is gone
Alyssa is keeping me sane
and making me fat.
damn the birth control.
hormones...i need to diet
senior pictures friday, senior year already.
Oi
have 5 hours for my project
walked 2 miles and need to do 10 by tuesday
willy wonka friday
fixing my fuel tank and fuel pump
summer is going swell
Fireworks, burritos, star wars, popcorn, condoms, sex tarts, hookah, cloves, crappy margaritas, showers, hair dye, car show, being jewish, pissed, buttercup eating a mouse, wow, myspace, pb w/alyssa, derik, random trips, del mar fair
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[09 Jun 2005|08:39am] |
I can't believe the year is over
Nikolai, Victor, Chris, Derik, Sean F.,
Thank you guys for making this the best year ever
Cami, Alyssa, Kiarah, Brittney
Thank you ghouls for making this the best year ever
-sob-
♥ ash
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[20 May 2005|08:46pm] |
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 ( Devil Girl... )
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[19 May 2005|08:42am] |
SO, LAST night was amazing.
We hung out and he gave me his grandmother's earrings.
I gave him a wresteling mask and a trinket box that says "amor eternalloo" i can't spell it
We headed to the soma and hung out at salvation army until Black Angus opened
We ordered shrimp cocktail and some kickass food.
It was actually romantic
Waiting in line was ok, very long then waiting in the venue was even longer
I didn't know the show was at 8
12 Step Rebels were cute and all, but I don't like the singer...the music was great though
Nik said "the solos were the best part"
Street Dogs were great. Lots of energy and "GO!"'s.
The singer looked like my jewBen
They said Matt Freeman has lung cancer...I haven't smoked in a while
They covered Career Opprutinities by the Clash
Some girl tried to get infront of me...
Nik and I elbowed her in the side
Tiger Army was incrediable
The crowd was horrible. People were pushing like crazy and she still tried to get in front of me.
More elbows.
They played my favorite songs. ALL of them.,.Twenty Flight Rock, Santa Carla Twilight, Through the Darkness, Ghostfire, What Happens, True Romance, Nocturnal, Incorporeal, Temptation, Under Saturn's Shadow, and probably a few more.
I cried during Santa Carla Twilight because it's my Nik song
He kepted me safe
I saw the same girl who I hung out with at Horrorpops.
She was fun but had to leave cause she couldn't breathe during Tiger Army
So Nik kepted me safe from the crowd and I kepted her friend safe for the last few songs.
So we hall ass to Grossmont for Star Wars.
We were at the end of the line...but he still found us very decient seats
I cried when Anakin killed the Younglings, when he fought Obi-Wan and when he killed Padame, and when the Clone Troops revolted. sigh
It was an amazing movie
So, Last Night Was the Best Anniversary Ever!
And Nik overslepted this morning and didn't pick me up..
I love him so much
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[17 May 2005|08:31am] |
AH!
Tomorrow.
It will be
A
Year.
♥
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[06 May 2005|01:19pm] |
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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
I PWN3D the English and Us ap tests this week
I have a D+ in math
I have a 2.48 gpa but will have a 3.84 at the end of the year
I have the best boyfriend in the world and equally great friends
I have to get my mommy a present...and so should you
I have to wait 12 more days until we have been together for a year.
I have to take my sat tomorrow
I love you Nik
I hate floozes, it's been said before but if any of them attempt to fuck with my Nik or my girls, there will be hell to pay.
Who's taking me to the hootenennay in June?!?!?!?!
♥
eat me
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[02 Apr 2005|11:13pm] |
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I love you Nik
please don't let me get stupid.
I'm so proud of you
♥
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[20 Mar 2005|02:48pm] |
WE blew bubbles in the car last night
It was great.
♥
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[28 Feb 2005|08:03pm] |
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"BOOKS ARE WEAPONS--in a free democracy everyone may read what he likes. Books educate, inform, inspire; they also provide entertainment, bolster morale. This book has been manufactured in conformity with wartime restrictions-read it and pass it on. Our armed forces especially need books-you may give them to your nearest U.S.O. office, leave them at your public library, or send them direct to Commanding General, 4th Corps Army Headquarters, Atlanta, GA., marked 'For Army Libraries.'"
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[22 Feb 2005|09:07am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKOLAI S. KJAER!!!!!
I LOVE YOU BABY!!!
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v90/loveletneverdie/nikyo.jpg
Now sex is illegal.
♥
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[19 Feb 2005|11:21pm] |
A huge thank you to everyone who made Nik's day awesome!
Hukah is good.
So is pizza and Discovery Health channel.
p.s seizures are not considered wrecking Nik!
I love you.
Ash
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[10 Feb 2005|08:52am] |
something happened and i turned into a girl over night.
I got pretty dolled up today and Nik's comming over again!
We're gonna swing those kids off their feet!
My dress is so kickass.
My diamonds are sparkeling.
My heels are skuffed.
My garter belt is red.
My thigh highs have a seem in the back.
My hair is black.
My hair is an inch shorter.
My eyeliner is new.
I'm ready to go.
♥
ps. I HATE FLOOZES!!!!!
and Nik- Ber Mir Dis Douchon
♥
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